[DIARY] 20230626 Random Monday

I think it is time for me to set a new journey for the next chapter. I'm still figuring out what to do next because I still have no idea where to go and where to navigate my next life. Things changed so much in me. Not in a good way. Sometimes I wonder is …

[DIARY] 20230412 Au Revoir Ganesha!

Selamat sore. Hari ini Rabu, 12 April 2023. It's been four days since my last graduation. How do I feel about it? It is just so so, nothing special about it. I didn't anticipate for this day that much since months ago. No idea why. But lil bit of me anticipated for that day because …

[DIARY] 20230326 Odading

Sekitar jam 2:46 pagi barusan gwa kebangun dan langsung denger mang mang yang jualan keliling di sekitar kos gwa. Dia jualan odading keliling sambil nyebut 'odading'. Pas dengerin itu barusan bagian dari diri gwa bener-bener tersentuh sekaligus kagum, jam segini dia udah jualan kalau gwa di posisi mang tadi keknya gwa ga bakalan sekuat beliau. …

[DIARY] 20230323 23 Years 1 Day Old

Welcome, Ramadhan! Really thankful I am still given chance to welcome this holy month. This year is one of a kind because it started on my birthday. I am turning 23 years old this year, and I am already a young adult who is going through mental crisis and all of the things that people …

[DIARY] 20230308 Am I Losing Myself?

It got me thinking that how long I take to heal myself it seems I won't heal. I don't know if it was an effect of chronic procrastination or I just burnt out. No idea. But I think it was caused by chronic procrastination. You know I really took my time to finish my stupid …

[DIARY] 20230304 It’s been 19 Days

Hello. I'm back again. I'm suffering with headache now, no idea if it was caused by the fact that I am an unemployed-23-years-old woman now or I'm just watching too much Netflix these days. I guess both are right. I still can't believe that five days after I wrote diary in this stupid blog one …

[DIARY] 20230208 I am Back

Terhitung udah 5 bulan 28 hari gw puasa ngebacot di blog gaje ini. So, here I am. Sejak bulan Agustus kemarin banyak momen yang sudah terjadi. Eh, ini udah 2023 juga hahaha. Biasanya gw nulis journey recap di sini. Tapi karena gw depresi ya udin kelewat. Okeh, apa aja yang udah gw lewatin selama lima …

[DIARY] 20220810 Berdamai untuk Wispril

Selamat sore. Barusan hujan di kos gw aka Pelesiran. Sekarang 16:43. Baru aja abis makan geprek bensu, dipesan pake GoFood. Kebetulan hari ini gw dapat voucher jadi ya GoFood aja biar gampang. Oh ya, paketan mak gw juga datang hari ini. Hehe. Mau cerita lagi terkait drama perkuliahan gw. Ya, gw harus berdamai ga bisa …

[DIARY] 26062022 MEANING

Assalamualaikum, guten morgen (walau udah sore), annyeong, selamat sore. Dah lebih sebulan gw kaga update di sini. Lumayan banyak hal yang terjadi. Tapi gw mau share progres Em Be Ka Em di prodi gw. Alhamdulillah akhirnya gw bisa credit earning. Setelah penantian panjang yang menyebabkan gw demotivasi tak berujung yang menyebabkan gw jadi males akhirnya …

[DIARY] 20220427 Enjoy the Process and It is What it is

Selamat malam, Besok hari terakhir kuliah di semester 8. Jujur akhir-akhir ini overthinking banget. Ga guna banget dah ini overthinking sumpah. Gw lagi overthinking perkara MBKM semester kemaren. Hadeh. Astagfirullah. Pintaku ga muluk-muluk tahun ini ya Allah. Itu SKS cair dan bisa ngurangin kewajiban 140 SKS. Sebenernya kalaupun ngulang bagi gw ga masalah si. Paling …