[DIARY] 20230326 Odading

Sekitar jam 2:46 pagi barusan gwa kebangun dan langsung denger mang mang yang jualan keliling di sekitar kos gwa. Dia jualan odading keliling sambil nyebut 'odading'. Pas dengerin itu barusan bagian dari diri gwa bener-bener tersentuh sekaligus kagum, jam segini dia udah jualan kalau gwa di posisi mang tadi keknya gwa ga bakalan sekuat beliau. …

[DIARY] 20230323 23 Years 1 Day Old

Welcome, Ramadhan! Really thankful I am still given chance to welcome this holy month. This year is one of a kind because it started on my birthday. I am turning 23 years old this year, and I am already a young adult who is going through mental crisis and all of the things that people …

[DIARY] 20230308 Am I Losing Myself?

It got me thinking that how long I take to heal myself it seems I won't heal. I don't know if it was an effect of chronic procrastination or I just burnt out. No idea. But I think it was caused by chronic procrastination. You know I really took my time to finish my stupid …

[DIARY] 20230304 It’s been 19 Days

Hello. I'm back again. I'm suffering with headache now, no idea if it was caused by the fact that I am an unemployed-23-years-old woman now or I'm just watching too much Netflix these days. I guess both are right. I still can't believe that five days after I wrote diary in this stupid blog one …